Mig För Alltid

This will in the future be my own place, my little space in the world. A place where I can be myself, where there's no need of pretending. With my thoughts, both weird and thoughtful. Even though I know no-one will ever read this, I'm still nervous for write something wrong. I'm nervous that people will hate me for the things I write, that people will hate me for who I am. I think that's the main reason to why many people want to fit in, even if it means they'll lose themselves. Because then they can always think "It's not the real me all the other dislike, it's the role I'm playing."

The last year has been very...hmm.. I don't know the right word. Maybe weird is a good description. Or discovering, or fuckin awesome. Okey, not the last. My whole world has been turned upsidedown, all those things I thougt were lies were truths, and the truth became a big lie. I have a lot to tell, but don't know where to begin.

All I can say is - Time to pretend.